how about another ... a cup of handsome guys? B)

THIS IS IT!!!

I CAN'T BARELY MOVE WHEN MY FRIEND GIVE ME THIS PICTURE, 

THEY WERE HANDSOMEEE #nosebleed :~~D

THEY WERE MADOKA MAGICA GENDERBEND, KYUBEY HERE WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE !!!

another cosplay stories

This is not the end yet, yeah, the hot event was only the beginning.

My lolita costumes were going to coming this week or the next week, and then my puella magi madoka magica (tomoe mami) costumes were on the list to make by noph shoponline from facebook.

and from all of that,

I was making this Gertrud or Elly things in my next list project :

the first picture was gertrud and the second picture with the yellow dress was elly

 this is tomoe mami soul gem iIve got one at home :D

 This is tomoe mami superb dress, it's already on my list B)

last, i will make this on January, or around this date. this is tomoe mami riffle, one of her weapons

here it comes

Finally, i can forget him.

no no, big damn no!!

this is not the time to thinking a boys for sure.

I'm going to make this final test a big ass succeed !

The first test was going to be christian studies and history, second was biology, third was Indonesian (though I'm not going to study for it. LOL). Fourth was PHYSICS (THE HELL ON IT). Fifth was english and civics (this is going to be epic). The next monday was going to be Math (I'm not sure about this) and the last day was going to be CHEM-IS-TRY !!!

I need for all of God's support to help me toward this test.
and i cant wait for 6 december 9.30'.1" THE LAST DAY OF TEST!! AND I'M GOING TO BE FREE!

I CAN GO TO ANY COSPLAY EVENTS, HANGOUT WITH FRIENDS AND MANY MANY MORE. OH MY GOSHHH, I CAN'T REALLY WAIT FOR ALL MY COSPLAY PROJECTS WERE DONEEEE!!!!

puella magi madoka magica

WHEN I THOUGHT IT WAS A STUPID ANIME

BUT PUELLA MAGI MAKES ME FEEL THE HEAT !! #ups

 from left to right : sakura kyoko, tomoe mami, madoka kaname, homura akemi, sayaka miki. Love them all <3<3

 

can't wait for cosplaying tomoe mami with her soul gem and rifle

TIRO FINALE ! :)

fuck you

he's one of the "player" type, and i don't know about it until now

he suppose to love somebody else before he known me and yet he confessed his attraction to me

i know that he wasn't going to be serious at all but still I'm too kind to accept him

and now i faced the truth, and i can't say anything again

i just want to stop this all but i can't

i have something that i have to protect

the couple garden that I always taking care of

He make me feel all the kind of happiness and the darkness of love

he make me feel like a dumb 

i don't care about you again from now on, just do what you wanna do 

I speechless already :)

the more you talk to me the more i got hurt because of you

i know God have another faith for me, i believe in God

God's willing <3

^__^

at first, i was thinking that he was the last man i could love,
not until he broke my heart after 1 month anniversary and 6 days after it.

i didn't realize it was fast, the stupid idiotic things that he told me and now i realize that it was only a bullshit

i really depressed and i don't know what should I've done with it

it was too fast to be true, and at first i can't handle my feelings,
I..I got angry to everyone


I'm suck


but then I realize, that it was no need to thinking what have happened
the past is the past and what I have to is to face the present and the future is still waiting


I've to be realistic

I should know that the past can't be turn with a time machine

over all, i still have God to protect me and i still have my friends and my parents to love me

that's why I'm still suffering (of course i'm still suffering until now with the food I eat, not the boys)

I LOVE HOW I DECIDED TO LIVE THIS WAY :)

O_O #eh ?

A CONTINUOUS FAIL

For the second time in my life, i got again this red score and i don't know what should i do with it :(

God, if you're willing to do these things I can't say a things.

I just can believe that the miracle will come to me and I don't have to force my brain to work more than i have done before

DAMMIT ! :(

MY NEW ACTIVITIES :)

 it's me becoming elizabeth middleford from kuroshitsuji :)

 This one is Elizabeth too, without using any wig :D

This is Lucky star cosplays, consits of me (konata izumi) the one with blue wig, My friend (Hiyori Tamura) the one with black hair and my other friend (Minami Iwasaki) with the green hair :D Next to me is my best friend who going to the event with us!

Although it was my first time to do the cosplay things, I'm so happy and can't wait for the upcoming events!